There are some people whose influence cannot be measured by positions, achievements, or public recognition. Their impact is felt in the lives they touch, the values they embody, and the inspiration they leave behind. People remember how they listened, how they cared, how they guided others through difficult moments, and how they helped people discover a deeper relationship with themselves and with God.
Jagadamba Saraswati, lovingly known throughout the Brahma Kumaris as Mamma, was one such person.
For those who met her, she was not merely the first administrator of the organization, a spiritual teacher, or one of the founding members of the organization. She was also a source of stability during uncertain times. She was someone people approached when they were confused, discouraged, or struggling with spiritual effort. Many experienced her as a mother—not because she claimed that role, but because her way of interacting with people naturally created that feeling.
Even today, decades after she left her physical body, her influence continues through the memories shared by those who lived with her, learned from her, and witnessed her life firsthand.
To understand why she came to be known as "Mamma," however, we must begin much earlier.
Before she became Jagadamba Saraswati.
Before she became Om Radhe.
She was simply a young girl named Radhe.
And the journey from Radhe to Mamma reveals how a simple yet powerful soul can influence generations through love, faith, and selfless service.
A Bright Young Girl Full of Talent and Promise
Jagadamba Saraswati was born in 1919 and was known in her childhood as Radhe.
From her early years, Radhe was bright, creative, and full of life. She was good in studies, loved music, and was especially known for her graceful dancing. In school programs and competitions, she often stood out and received appreciation. Those who knew her remembered that Radhe was not talented in just one area. She learned quickly, expressed herself clearly, and carried a natural confidence.
Like many young girls of her age, she had a refined sense of style. Her dresses were often designed according to her own ideas, reflecting both creativity and originality.
When Life Changed Unexpectedly
A great spiritual journey sometimes begins with a turning point. For Radhe, that turning point came through loss.
After the sudden passing of her father, the family's circumstances changed dramatically. The security and comfort they once knew disappeared. Along with her mother and younger sister Gopi, Radhe moved from Bombay to Hyderabad (now in Sindh Pakistan) to live with relatives.
The family was carrying deep sorrow. Several members of the extended family too had experienced personal losses. Just like Radhe’s mother, her aunt Dhyani (later known as Dadi Dhyani ji) had also lost her husband and had come to live with the family. Along with them, Radhe, her elder sister Parvati, and younger sister Gopi were living through the pain of losing their father.
The mothers often prayed for peace. They read spiritual texts and tried to comfort one another, but the pain of loss was still fresh. Like many families passing through grief, they were searching for answers,
Why does sorrow come? What happens after death? How can the heart become peaceful again?
It was during these days that Jashoda Mata, the wife of Dada Lekhraj (later known as Brahma baba), noticed the grieving family and one day gently invited them to attend a spiritual gathering at Dada Lekhraj’s home.
The Gathering That Brought Hope
Through Jashoda Mata’s invitation, Radhe’s mother and her aunt Dhyani eventually went to the spiritual gathering. They went there with heavy hearts, carrying the sorrow and unanswered questions that had been weighing on the family for months.
There, Brahma baba spoke about the soul as an eternal being. He explained that death is not the end of life, but simply the soul leaving one body and taking another. He spoke about the relationship between the soul and God, and about finding peace by understanding one's true identity.
The words were simple, yet the truth touched them deeply.
For the first time in a long while, they experienced a sense of peace. Their circumstances had not changed, and their losses had not disappeared. Yet something within them had shifted. The grief that had felt overwhelming now seemed lighter, and there was a sense of calmness. When they returned home, Radhe noticed the change immediately.
The same faces that had been filled with grief now carried a quiet sense of happiness. Curious about this change, she asked her mother where they had gone. What had they heard there?
The next day, Radhe accompanied them to the gathering. What began as a simple visit out of curiosity would soon become one of the most important moments of her life.
The First Meeting
The next day, Radhe listened to Brahma baba explain the spiritual knowledge and she found herself deeply interested. The teachings about the soul, God, and the purpose of life were unlike anything she had heard before.
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When Brahma baba saw Radhe, he immediately felt that she would play an important role in the spiritual task that was unfolding. At the same time, through Brahma baba Radhe experienced something higher — a pull towards the Supreme Father (who is lovingly called Shiv Baba) whose love she felt being revealed through him.
The meeting left a lasting impression on her.
What had begun as a simple visit out of curiosity soon became a regular part of her life. Radhe continued attending the gatherings, listening carefully to the knowledge, and reflecting deeply on what she heard. The more she learned, the more she felt drawn towards this new understanding of the soul and towards the Supreme Soul, whose love and wisdom were being revealed through the teachings.
Little did she know that a life-changing decision was waiting just ahead—one that would shape not only her own future, but the future of many others as well.
One Question That Changed Her Future
As Radhe continued attending, she found herself increasingly drawn to the spiritual knowledge being shared. What had begun as a search for answers soon became something much deeper, touching her heart and giving her a clear sense of purpose.
One day, Brahma Baba asked her a question that would shape the rest of her life. He asked whether she wished to follow the traditional path of marriage and family life, or dedicate herself to this spiritual knowledge and the service of humanity.
He gave her sometime to think about it. But Radhe did not need that time. The answer came from deep within. Without hesitation, she replied that she wished to dedicate her life to this path and help bring benefit to the world. It was a remarkable decision for a young girl of her age, especially at a time when society expected women to follow a very different path.
Radhe became increasingly involved in its activities and service
From that day onwards, Radhe became increasingly involved in its activities and service. Seeing her sincerity, understanding, and determination, he entrusted her with an important role in the growing spiritual family.
She also had a deep love for music. She played the sitar beautifully, and her music carried a spiritual sweetness that touched those who listened. She was especially remembered for the way she led the Om dhwani. When she chanted “Om,” the atmosphere became peaceful and powerful. Many felt drawn inward, away from body-consciousness, and closer to the remembrance of Shiv Baba.
During those early days, some also experienced divine visions. Looking at Brahma Baba and Mamma, they experienced the forms of deities or their Isht devi Isht devta. These experiences deepened the spiritual atmosphere of the gatherings and strengthened the faith of many who attended.
The Birth of Mamma
As Radhe became more involved in the Godly service, her depth in spiritual knowledge became increasingly visible. She did not merely listen to the teachings; she churned them deeply.
Though she was barely in her twenties, her understanding was so deep and mature that Brahma Baba, who was then in his sixties, would sometimes ask her to share knowledge before the class began. And even when Brahma Baba was away, he would send letters with spiritual guidance. Mamma would read those letters in the gathering and explain them with such clarity and love that everyone felt spiritually nourished.
Though she was still young, there was a motherly feeling in the way she spoke, listened, and supported everyone. People came to her with questions, doubts, and personal concerns. She gave them courage, clarity, and spiritual strength. Gradually, the name Radhe became connected with a new feeling in everyone’s heart. She was not only someone who explained knowledge; she was someone who gave spiritual sustenance too.
At the same time, her motherly nature was seen in daily life. She looked after others with attention, love, and responsibility. Dadi Nirmalshanta (the daughter of Brahma baba) later shared that when she was young, Brahma Baba placed her under Mamma’s care. She looked after Dadi Nirmalshanta so lovingly that she naturally began calling her “Mamma.”
Soon, others also began to feel the same relationship. In this way, the name Mamma was not given through a formal announcement. It came naturally from the hearts of those who experienced her care. Om Radhe became Mamma because everyone felt a mother’s love, wisdom, and protection in her presence.
Entrusted With a Great Responsibility
As the spiritual gathering continued to grow, Brahma Baba saw Mamma’s spiritual maturity in practical life.
She was still very young, but her understanding was deep. She was not moved by praise, nor shaken by difficulty. At that time, society did not usually place young women in positions of major responsibility. Yet Brahma Baba recognized Mamma’s inner strength and trusted her completely.
He formed a committee of mothers and sisters for the management of the organization and appointed Om Radhe as its head. Along with this, he surrendered his wealth and property for Godly service, created a trust and placed it in the care of these mothers and sisters. In this way, Mamma became the first administrative head of the organization.
This was an extraordinary step.
It showed not only Brahma Baba’s deep trust in Mamma, but also her determination and maturity at such a young age. For a young woman to hold such responsibility in those times was remarkable. Mamma accepted it with humility. She did not see it as power or position. For her, it was service.
This moment revealed something very special about Mamma: she had the heart of a mother, the wisdom of a teacher, and the strength of a trustee.
Standing Firm Through Challenges
As the spiritual gatherings further grew, more and more people began attending. Many experienced a deep transformation in their lives through the knowledge and spiritual practices being taught. Many even found the strength to give up habits that had long been a part of their lives. The teachings inspired people to adopt a lifestyle of purity, simplicity, and spiritual awareness.
But as the gathering expanded, so did the challenges.
The idea of living a life of purity was difficult for many in society to understand at that time. Families began questioning the teachings, and misunderstandings started to spread. Some people could not accept that women and young girls were choosing a spiritual life. Gradually, opposition increased. There were protests, criticism, and attempts to stop the activities of Om Mandli (now known as Brahma Kumaris). The matter eventually reached the court.
Fearless in the Courtroom
During one such court case, Mamma was called to give her statement. Though she was barely in her twenties, she stood before the court with remarkable courage and clarity.
Firstly the judge asked her to take the Gita in her hand and take the oath that she would speak the truth. When he instructed her to affirm that God was omnipresent, Om Radhe respectfully replied that she could not honestly take such an oath.
She explained that while she could see the judge before her but, she could not see God with her physical eyes. So she could not honestly say that God was omnipresent.
Therefore, she was willing to take an oath that she saw the judge as a soul and that whatever she spoke would be the truth.
Her answer surprised everyone present. Some laughed, some applauded, and others were simply astonished by her confidence. The judge reminded her that this was a court, not a satsang, and warned that refusing the oath could be considered disrespectful. Yet Om Radhe remained completely calm. She explained that God is the Ocean of Peace, Love, Knowledge, and Purity, and therefore could not be present within the vices and weaknesses visible in human beings. The judge gave her time to reconsider, but she stood firm. At one point, handcuffs were ordered to be brought. Even then, she showed no sign of fear or hesitation. Seeing her unwavering conviction, the matter was allowed to proceed without forcing the oath.
During the questioning that followed, she was asked why so many young women had left their homes to join Om Mandli (now known as Brahma Kumaris). Om Radhe explained that they had been drawn by spiritual wisdom. She also questioned why society accepted men who renounced worldly life, yet criticised women who chose a life of purity and spirituality. In the eyes of God, she said, both men and women were equal.
At a time when women were expected to remain silent, Mamma spoke with dignity, truth, and spiritual conviction before authority. Her strength came not from argument, but from her deep faith in the Supreme Father and her understanding of the knowledge.
A Life Rooted in Tapasya
Behind Mamma’s service and steady nature was a deep life of tapasya.
Those who lived with her often remembered her love for silence and remembrance. She would wake up around 2 a.m. and sit in deep meditation. Her remembrance of Shiv Baba was filled with such love that many felt powerful peace in her presence.
Mamma did not serve only through words. Her stage itself gave strength to others. Her calm face, steady vision, and gentle smile created an atmosphere of peace. This tapasya became the foundation of her service, her wisdom, and her ability to care for the growing spiritual family.
While history tells us about Mamma’s contribution to the organization, her qualities are best understood through the memories of those who lived, served, and grew under her loving care. Let us now experience Mamma through the eyes of those who knew her personally.
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Mamma Through the Eyes of Those Who Knew Her
Someone Who Made Deep Knowledge Simple
Many who listened to Mamma were amazed not only by the depth of her spiritual knowledge but also by her ability to explain it in a way that everyone could understand.
Brother Om Prakash recalled that Baba’s Murli often contained deep spiritual truths and subtle secrets. For new students and seekers, some points could be difficult to grasp. But Mamma had a special gift. She would first listen carefully to Baba’s Murli, and then spend time churning each point deeply.
She never explained knowledge mechanically. She first absorbed it within herself. She reflected on it, understood it through experience, and then shared it with others in a practical way. Because of this, when Mamma explained a Murli point, every listener felt that the teaching was meant specifically for them. Even the deepest points became easy to understand and apply in daily life. And whether she spoke for one hour or two, complete silence filled the room. It was said that if a needle had fallen, its sound could have been heard. No one wanted to leave. No one felt distracted.
Her words were gentle, measured, and full of meaning. She never spoke unnecessarily. Every sentence carried value. Through this special ability, Mamma became a bridge between deep spiritual knowledge and practical spiritual living.
A Motherly Love That Touched Every Heart
One of Mamma’s most beautiful qualities was her ability to make every person feel loved, understood, and accepted.
A senior brother shares that many people from different backgrounds came to meet Mamma. Some were long-time students of spiritual knowledge, while others were visiting for the first time. Some were respected leaders and professionals, while others were ordinary seekers searching for peace.
Yet Mamma met everyone with the same warmth and simplicity.
Among those who met her was the Honourable B. P. Sinha, who served as the Chief Justice of the Supreme Court of India. After meeting Mamma, he did not speak only about her knowledge or wisdom. What touched him most was the feeling of motherly love he experienced in her presence. This was not an isolated experience. Many people felt exactly the same way.
Mamma listened carefully to everyone who came to her. She listened to their questions, their struggles, and their concerns without judgement. People left with a feeling of belonging. Whether someone was a regular student or completely new to spiritual knowledge, many felt exactly the same thing.
Mamma’s Faith: Accepting Every Word of Baba
One small but unforgettable incident beautifully reveals the depth of Mamma’s faith in Brahma Baba.
Once, Lachhu Behn found two tiny bird eggs in Baba’s hut. She carefully placed them on a small piece of paper and brought them to Baba’s room to show him. Baba looked at the eggs with great delight. Then, in a playful mood, he said, “Call Mamma.”
A young sister who was present became curious. She wondered why Baba wanted Mamma to come and see the eggs. When Mamma entered the room, Baba looked at her and said,
“Mamma, open your mouth. Baba will feed you these bird eggs.”
The young sister standing nearby was astonished. Would Baba really feed the eggs to Mamma? What would Mamma do?
Without questioning, without analysing, and without hesitation, Mamma simply opened her mouth like a small child. She trusted Baba completely.
Seeing this, Baba smiled lovingly and then he turned to the children and said:
“Mamma has passed in the paper of ‘Ji Baba.’”
Of course, Baba was not actually going to feed her the eggs. Through this playful interaction, he was teaching everyone a valuable lesson.
Those who witnessed the incident understood something very important that day. The sanskar of “Ji Baba” was deeply established within Mamma. This was one of the foundations of Mamma’s spiritual greatness. When Baba spoke, her heart responded first. And that unwavering faith remained visible throughout her life.
Compassion That Transformed Anger into Peace
During one of her visits to Amritsar, a group of people arrived at the centre creating a great deal of disturbance. They were determined to meet Mamma and were causing considerable commotion.
A sister standing upstairs with Mamma watched the scene unfold. The sisters were naturally concerned. They wondered what would happen if these people came upstairs and spoke harshly or disrespectfully. But Mamma remained completely calm. After observing the situation, she sent a message downstairs asking that the leaders of the group be brought to meet her. The sisters were nervous. Yet when the group came before Mamma, something remarkable happened.
The powerful vibrations of Mamma’s love and peace immediately began to affect them. The person who seemed most upset found himself unable to speak. For several moments, he simply sat there quietly. Gradually, he asked one or two questions in a much softer tone. Those present witnessed how anger melted in the presence of Mamma’s spiritual stage.
She did not argue. She did not react. She simply remained stable in love. Just as cool water calms a fire, her presence calmed those who came with anger. This incident revealed that true spiritual power does not always speak loudly. Sometimes it works silently through peace, love, and pure vibrations.
Correcting Through Love, Not Punishment
Mamma firmly believed that punishment alone does not transform a person. Real transformation happens when someone recognises their mistake honestly, feels genuine repentance, and makes effort to change.
A beautiful incident from the Karachi days illustrates this perfectly.
At that time, the sisters regularly attended drill practice at a tennis court. Everyone wore shoes during the drills. One day, Mamma came to observe the practice and noticed that one sister was wearing slippers instead of shoes.
Mamma gently asked, “Why are you not wearing shoes today?”
The sister replied, “Mamma, my feet have been hurting for the last few days, so I could not wear them.”
Although the answer sounded reasonable, it was not true. The sister knew that her feet were not hurting. She could have worn the shoes so her conscience troubled her. She remembered Baba’s teaching that when a mistake is made, one should sincerely correct oneself. So she decided not to eat breakfast as a form of repentance.
Later, when all the sisters were gathered with Mamma, she stood up and openly admitted what she had done.
“Mamma, today I told you a lie. Because of that, I have given myself punishment.”
Mamma listened patiently and asked what punishment she had chosen. When she heard that the sister had skipped breakfast, Mamma lovingly asked,
“So you have not eaten?” “Mamma has also not had breakfast. Come and have breakfast with Mamma.”
Then Mamma seated her beside herself and shared breakfast with her. This incident reveals Mamma’s extraordinary understanding of human nature.
She did not correct through fear. She corrected through love.
She taught that when someone sincerely accepts a mistake, they should not be pushed down further. Rather they should be lifted with encouragement and affection.
Mamma’s Faith: “Baba Has Said It, So It Will Happen”
A group of brothers and sisters had come to Abu to meet Baba and Mamma. After spending time with them, the group prepared to leave the same day. As they came to take leave, Baba suddenly said to Mamma:
“The children are leaving. Make halwa for them.”
Without hesitation, Mamma replied:
“Ji Baba.”
A sister standing nearby was puzzled. The group was already leaving and halwa takes time to prepare. Even if it was prepared, how would it reach them? But Mamma showed no concern. No questions or doubts.
She simply smiled and said: “Baba has said it, so it will happen.”
Then she sat down and began preparing the halwa. Meanwhile, the visitors had already left. After some time, someone informed Mamma, “They have gone.” Mamma calmly replied, “Okay.”
She continued preparing the halwa with complete peace and attention. Eventually the halwa was ready. It was packed and a brother rushed to the bus stand. As he reached the bus stand, the bus was just about to leave. He handed the halwa to the travelling group.
When the brothers and sisters learned that Mamma had lovingly prepared the halwa especially for them, they were deeply touched.
Through a simple bowl of halwa, Mamma taught a powerful lesson: When there is complete faith in Baba, obstacles become secondary and solutions appear naturally.
Mamma’s Farsighted Sustenance: The Mosquito Room Became a Place of Value
Mamma’s intellect was very sharp and farsighted. She could sense future situations, understand the scenes that may arise, and prepare the children in advance with great wisdom. Her way of sustaining the organization was not only through love, but also through subtle training and practical preparation.
Mamma had lovingly prepared a small group of sisters who were always ever-ready — sisters who were willing to respond with a simple “Ha ji” whenever service or any cooperation was needed. They had learned the beautiful lesson of accepting Mamma’s direction with faith, cooperation, and courage.
Once, there was a room in the campus which had become known as the “mosquito room.” No one wanted to stay there because the mosquitoes created great discomfort. Naturally, whenever accommodation was being arranged, everyone tried to avoid that room.
But Mamma understood the deeper need of the organization. If no one stayed in that room, there would be a shortage of space, and the difficulty would remain. So, with great tact and love, Mamma approached the Ever-Ready group and asked them, “Would you be willing to stay in that room?”
As soon as Mamma expressed her wish, they immediately said, “Yes, Mamma.”
They did not think about their own comfort or complain about the mosquitoes. They simply accepted Mamma’s direction with the spirit of “Ha ji.” They moved into the room and faced the challenge with courage. The discomfort was there, but their obedience, unity, and willingness were stronger than the difficulty. Slowly, they cleaned the room, organised it, and improved the atmosphere. Along with that, they continued their study, remembrance, and service with love.
Gradually, the room began to change. What was once known only for discomfort slowly became a place of cooperation, yoga, study, and service. Soon, other sisters also began to feel attracted to that same room. The place no one wanted earlier became a place people valued. Some even began to say that if any bed became free in that room, they would like to stay there too.
Mamma’s sustenance was always practical. She did not merely speak about sacrifice, cooperation, and readiness. She created situations where the children could experience these qualities in real life.
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The mosquito room was only one small example of Mamma’s way of nurturing souls. Through such experiences, she was quietly preparing women to become strong and self-reliant which helped shape a generation of women who would go on to become instruments of world service. Let us understand the journey in which women moved from the shadows of social limitations into the light of spiritual leadership, becoming pillars of harmony, courage, and hope.
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A Sharp Intellect Must First Be an Obedient Intellect
One day, since the space was limited in the campus, arrangements were being made for sleeping. Brahma Baba suggested that a smaller bed should be placed beneath a larger one during the day and pulled out again at night when needed.
A brother began trying to arrange the beds while Brahma Baba watched. Standing nearby was a sister named Prem. The moment she saw the beds, she felt certain that the smaller bed would not fit underneath. Without thinking, she immediately said,
“Baba, that bed will not go underneath.”
The brother tried anyway, following Baba’s instruction. As it turned out, the bed indeed did not fit. Later that evening, however, Mamma called her. Smiling, Mamma said, “Prem, your intellect is very sharp. You make quick and correct decisions.”
Prem was confused. “Did I make a mistake?” she asked.
Then Mamma lovingly explained. “Your understanding was correct,” she said. “The bed did not fit. But when Brahma Baba was standing there and asking for it to be tried, our responsibility was first to follow the direction. If it did not fit, he himself would have said so.”
Then Mamma shared a deeper lesson.
She explained that if someone becomes accustomed to immediately proving that their own understanding is right, subtle ego can develop. A person may begin thinking,
“My judgement is always correct.”
And once ego enters the intellect, the intellect can no longer become divine. Mamma was not saying that Prem’s observation was wrong. She was teaching that correctness alone is not enough. Humility is equally important. Obedience is equally important. The right understanding must be combined with the right attitude.
How Mamma’s Presence Changed a Heart
One of the most beautiful examples of Mamma’s spiritual power comes from a family in Kamla Nagar, Delhi.
A sister regularly attended the local service centre. She loved Baba’s knowledge, practised Rajyoga sincerely. However, her husband strongly opposed her spiritual path. Influenced by the opinions of others, he often stopped her from attending the centre and did not view the institution positively.
When she learned that Mamma was coming to Delhi, she lovingly requested her husband to meet her just once. She said, “Mateshwari Ji is coming. Please meet her once. If after meeting her you still feel that this path is not right, then I will stop going.” And he agreed.
When the both of them met Mamma, she welcomed them warmly. For several minutes, they sat together in remembrance of the Supreme soul and then mamma spoke a few gentle words. The purity in Mamma, the sweetness of her words, and the feeling of unconditional acceptance touched him deeply. The same man who had opposed his wife’s spiritual life found himself sitting quietly and respectfully before Mamma.
This incident shows how Mamma transformed hearts. She did not change people through argument but she changed them through love.
“If We Do Not Give Love, Who Will?”
A senior brother once asked Mamma a very honest question. He said, “Mamma, whoever comes to you either shares their sorrow or speaks about someone else’s weaknesses. No one comes to tell you good things.”
Mamma agreed and said, “That is true.”
Then he asked, “When someone tells us such things, it affects us. We begin to see that person in the same way. Does this not affect you?”
Mamma’s answer revealed the depth of her motherly vision.
She said that she saw everyone as a spiritual effort-maker. Everyone was trying to change, improve, and move forward. Some moved fast, some moved slowly, some stopped, and some even failed for a while. But this was a spiritual university. In a university, all kinds of students are present. Some are sharp. Some are weak. Some pass with high marks. Some pass later. Some fail and try again.
Because of this, Mamma never kept anyone’s weaknesses in her heart. If one person came and spoke about another’s shortcomings, Mamma kept good wishes for both. She had love and respect for the one who came to share and also for the one being spoken about.
She said:
“If we do not give them love, who will?”
This one sentence shows the depth of Mamma’s heart. She did not love only those who were easy to love. She gave love especially where it was needed most. Her love did not ignore weakness, but it did not reject the soul because of weakness. She saw each soul with hope.
A Fortress of Peace During a Difficult Test
One difficult test came when the Rajasthan government decided to vacate Kota House and Dholpur House (the then Brahma Kumaris Headquarters). Many police officers and government officials came to the headquarters to empty the buildings. At that time, many elderly mothers and surrendered brothers and sisters were living there.
There was no suitable place available where the headquarters could be moved immediately. They were also passing through financial difficulty. To make the situation even more challenging, Brahma Baba was away on service at that time.
In such a situation, any ordinary person could have become worried. But Mamma responded differently. She used the power of Rajyoga meditation. A special meditation programme was arranged.
Seeing Mamma’s calm and unshakable stage, the others also remained peaceful. They did not become restless or fearful. They faced the situation as detached observers. At that time, Brother Jagdish Chandra showed great courage too. He approached the concerned authorities, explained the situation, and arranged for three more months before the buildings had to be vacated.
This difficult test revealed Mamma’s virtues in a practical way. Her peace did not remain only within her. It gave strength to everyone around her.
“Drama Ki Bhavi” : Stable in the Knowledge of Drama
Among the many memories shared by senior brothers and sisters, Brother Ramesh’s experience reveals perhaps one of the most powerful examples of Mamma’s unshakable faith in Drama.
In April 1964, while Mamma was travelling and serving different centres, a medical examination in Kanpur revealed a lump in her chest. Doctors advised that she should be taken to the Tata Hospital in Mumbai for further investigation. After consulting Brahma baba, Mamma was brought directly from Kanpur to Mumbai.
Tests were conducted, and doctors decided that an operation was necessary. Following the operation, Mamma remained in Mumbai for about six weeks. The doctors advised regular check-ups every three months. After a check-up in January 1965, Mamma once again resumed her service activities. She continued travelling, giving classes, and serving just as before.
Then, in April 1965, she returned to Mumbai for another examination. This time the doctors delivered difficult news. The disease had spread rapidly. According to medical opinion, very little time remained.
When Mamma learnt of it she simply said:
“Drama ki bhavi.” (This is the predestined future of the Drama.)
No fear.
No sadness.
No resistance.
No complaint.
Even after learning about the seriousness of the illness, she remained completely stable. In the months that followed, her body was passing through illness, but her stage remained elevated.
For those who witnessed this period of Mamma’s life, the lesson was unforgettable. Her faith did not disappear when circumstances became difficult. Her stability did not depend on the health of the body.
Even when faced with news that would shake most people, she remained firmly seated in the awareness of Drama.
The words “Drama ki bhavi” were not merely something she spoke. They were something she lived.
Service Until the Very End
Mamma’s life had always been a life of service. Whether in the early days of the organization, during times of opposition, or in the quiet hours of tapasya, her attention remained on Shiv Baba and the spiritual upliftment of others.
This same spirit continued even in the final phase of her life.
When Mamma’s body began showing signs of illness, she did not allow it to weaken her inner stage. She stayed peaceful, stable. Even in the final phase of her life, despite the condition of the body, her words carried the same sweetness, clarity, and power.
Seeing her power and tolerance, she was once asked what had helped her move so far ahead in spiritual effort. Mamma humbly replied that all specialities were given by Baba.
The Four Foundations of Mamma’s Spiritual Strength
Mamma did not speak about her position, service, or the respect people had for her. With humility, she said that all specialities were given by Baba. But when she checked her own life, she found four foundations that had helped her remain strong.
The first was firm faith in Shiv Baba and Brahma Baba. Her faith did not depend on situations. Whether the organization was growing, facing opposition, or passing through difficulty, she remained steady.
The second was never missing Murli. For Mamma, Murli was not only daily study. It was spiritual food, direction, and power. She listened with attention, churned deeply, and lived what she heard.
The third was never crying, even in the mind. This was one of her deepest teachings. It did not mean she had no feelings. It meant she never allowed sorrow, weakness, or self-pity to rule her inner stage. When situations came, she remembered the Supreme, took power, and moved forward.
The fourth was not repeating a mistake once it was recognised. This showed her honesty in spiritual effort. She did not waste time in guilt. She learned, corrected herself, and continued ahead.
More Than a Memory
On 23 June, Baba told Mamma that the first grapes from the vine she had planted were ready, and that the next morning she should feed them to all the children. Mamma’s answer was the same as always: “Haan ji, baba.”
The next morning, even while the body was in pain, Mamma lovingly gave grapes to around 200 children. Her face carried the same spiritual smile. Her drishti was peaceful and powerful. Even the final hours became a time of giving, serving, and blessing.
Mamma’s last days showed the essence of her whole life: faith without wavering, service without complaint, love without attachment, and complete victory over body-consciousness.
Then on 24 June 1965, Mamma left her physical body.
Yet those who had lived closely with Mamma knew that her story could not end there.
The values she lived by continued to inspire them. Her tireless service, her humility despite great responsibility, and her constant concern for the spiritual progress of others remained alive in their hearts. Even today, decades later, people continue to feel connected to Mamma through her teachings, her example, and the many memories shared by those who knew her personally.
Perhaps that is the true measure of a life well lived; Not how long it lasts, but how deeply it touches others.
And like this, through her love, wisdom, and selfless service, Mamma continues to inspire and guide generations of souls on their spiritual journey.
Experience Mamma’s Life Through a Powerful Visual Journey
Reading about Mamma's life helps us understand her qualities, but this beautifully presented video retraces her remarkable journey—from young Radhe to Mamma, visually. It captures the key moments of her life journey, her teachings, and experiences that made her such a beloved spiritual mother.
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